hunger , sleep, and ego...

Yesterday I found myself hungry more often than I usually am.   In the past couple days, I've noticed a significant change in the way I'm sleeping: same time down, same time up, same amount of interruptions through the night--I'm just sleeping harder with very vivid dreams that contain many people from my childhood.  Also, I have noticed a troubling struggle with my ego while wearing Baker-Miller Pink --a mental fight between my masculine and feminine energies; this ingrained idea of being so concerned about what others are thinking.  It has left a very distasteful feeling in my head and in my gut.  It has given me a great opportunity to experience humility against my own ego, allowing my to put any kind of pseudo-prestige of idealized manhood off to the side for a minute (a week actually) and really just try to "view the world through rose colored glasses."  In light of this battled insight of my own psyche, it feels good to experience the nature of letting go of any kind of ego driven image that falsifies a persona.