Friday, September 20, 2013

New Color week INDIGO

Wow, what a week!  So, Wednesday was day one of the new color week and the color randomly chosen was Indigo; a color that I thought was going to be more intense than it has turned out to be...or is it?!  Unfortunately, I already know a little bit about the benefits of Indigo, but we will press on and try to not let it influence my experience.  What I can tell you is that Indigo is very relaxing for me at this point in the experience.  It's like looking through the lense of a black-light without all the candy-flipping raver beats bouncing around me.  These are not suggested to wear while driving, either.  Yellow paint on the road is brighter, but yellow lights in the stop lights don't register at all!!!  The lights go from green to nothing to red.  YIKES!  DON'T DO IT!

However, I have experienced better sleep the last couple nights and that is not to say longer sleep, just better sleep.  I average between four and six hours of night for sleep.  It's been that way for the last four years.  Each sleep cycle is broken.  Which means I am waking two or three times throughout the night.  The last couple nights have been totally different; still getting the same amount of sleep, I'm just not waking as much and I wake up rested.  NOTE*: I am not wearing these while I sleep--I am wearing these throughout the day and for a little while before I crawl into bed.

I feel totally calm.  And for the first time in my life (Wednesday night: the night of the first day wearing Indigo)   I experienced what I can only describe as Astral Projection; a kind of out of body experience wear I was among the stars--the stars were all spinning together as if they were all glued to a spinning disc and layered between my perception of me and the spinning disc of stars was a series of spirals and star-bursts.  This reminded me of similar experiences with Floating, but now I wasn't floating!! It was really cool.  I remember having a brief moment of realization into the experience thinking that I was aware of what was going on but couldn't quite explain it of understand it.  Technically, I was awake, or at least experiencing some kind of lucidity.

Yesterday, I experienced a intensity of adrenaline, having been nominated to show in a skit, with a co-worker, what Intimidation looks like (I work in Mental Health and was in a training).  The adrenaline got the best of me and rattled my cage.  Adrenaline has always been difficult for me, but t his seemed more intense that ever.  Was it related to the Indigo?  I don't know.  However, I had been wearing them for a couple of days, and was now definitely having a physical response that had me almost in tears--having just displayed this intense violent expression.

I'm having some difficulty with the picture upload feature tonight, so I will post them shortly...



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